Dear You

Rocking the wind on her favorite chair
Charming as it may seem
Tells a love story told once upon a time
Feelings bubbled up like rainbows across the sky
Floating on clouds like a dream
The lifetime that will never be forgotten
Remembering the promises
Learning from mistakes
Drops of rain flows downstream
Leaving footprints in the garden
Letters written of never-endings
The bakery bakes valentine
Truth to be untold
Holding on,
Never let go,
Don't let go,
Because it has became an exception in life
A longing to belong
The curse to love
Shattered hearts mend to break

...Because after so long, you still leave smiles on my face, I miss you.

p.s: I wrote all of this. Would appreciate it if y'all were to use/quote it with MY permission.

Not Getting Any

Well shit, I was trying, and hoping to not turn out so desperate, clingy and bossy but I think I just did. Dang! *shrugs* Well, I've made a fool of myself plenty of times, what's so surprising about being a fool this time!? Yea?

Urm..actually, I do feel sucky. Crap. I'm a nuisance, really. So anyways, we can talk about that later (or not). Let me bimbo blog just this once, I had fun during my lunch date! *skips* Funny people can seriously make me go rolling on the floor laughing. Literally. No, really. Next up, we decided to drop by Toy's R' us. Yeah! I know, we weren't acting out age but...heck! We have the rights to feel childish at times. Sure helped me release them strains. My point is, I had a good time with people I have grown so fond of.

Apart from that, this woman at the ladies whom had appeared to be wearing a tube dress showing off bloody tattoos all over her tanned back dissed me. Move bitch! I have the right to do as I like. So what if I jumped que? It's not like I hadn't wait my turn, I just...didn't queue! You got a problem with that?! Bite me bitch! Just cause' you're dating some white guy doesn't make you all that. You've got "asian" written all over you. Seriously. Bloody "sepet" ass, I guess - them eye make ups ain't doing you much of a favour!

If I had only taken a picture of that woman. Like really, she had the guts to walk up to me saying "you should que for your turn". Well, I would if the damn queue isn't crowding the entrance. Dude! Seriously? Hadn't you use your chinese brains to think just then!? Oh wait, I forgot, you're a white chick wannabe! Joy! Phfft!

"If you don't like it, then just shove it!"

So hah. Sure feels good to let it out. Blah! Really. I don't usually get soo pissed over little things but this?! It's really ridiculous to approach someone just cause they didn't queue. ftw?! Mehn, she must've missed the chance of being a school parole back then. Tsk* Poor thing.

Okay, enough of her. I just looove being sarcastic when it comes to dissing someone. *hugs self* Yeah, sarcasm is the only thing I offer right now. Anyhoots, the holidays are treating me well. I spent most of my time catching up with sleeps and of course! Staying up late doing nothing - mehn, that's a dream. I never get to do stuff like that when I'm loaded with assignments, y'knoo!?

I said this once, Imma say it again - I love my country alot, I love the weather, I love the food, I love the culture, but the political drama is a deffo nuisance. Really. Phfft! C'mon even a 10 year old can make better and logical decisions. HAHA! Whoops, much!?

With this, I shall end my post. See y'all soon, yeh?!

TipsyDarlene
xoxo

Lost Tapes

Ever felt like you've finally achieved something and that you would want more of it because it makes you feel...contented? I had. Or...have.

What is it? I'm talking about my academic dumbo! Yeh, I hate to admit this but I'm actually liking how I can achieve something with alot of hardwork and determination. Less complains of course. What I don't get people these days is that, they complain alot. I mean c'mon, if the task is really that difficult, the why the eff did y'all even start working on it in the first place?! There's something called freewill, you're living you're life - not your parents, not your pets, not your siblings, no one but you.

Go get a tiara instead deary, kthxdie!

So hah. I finally let that out my system. Wasn't so fond of people complaining about something they'd started doing in the first place. Anyhoots, I've been away for well pretty much donkey years. I've been busy with exams and assignments overload. Hmm. It's all over now, GLAAAAD!
Bring on the holidays baybeee!

Besides feeling awkward not having to chase time and having sleepless nights, I've been able to catch up on my readings. Yesh! I've recently gotten my hands on the latest editions of the House Of Night series. *skips* I'd just completed one book in 2 days. Awesome innit? I hate to admit this but yeah, I'm a nerd at heart. Laugh all you want, I love to read - I love to travel without going far. No harm in that.

Why travel without going far you ask? Well, when y'all read about something - it gets your mind running yea? Same goes to when you're reading a storybook/novel. It gets your imaginations running. Speaking of which, have I told you that I'm a big fan of scary shit books/movie? Yeh, I am. I like how I can challenge myself in reading them without scary the beejezees out of me. *wink* A challenge is what I love.


Kay, think I've said enough for this post. I wish y'all a good day and a pleasant week. Judging by the amount of free times I have now, I should proally be back soon. Love y'all tons.

xoxo
TipsyDarlene

The World Spins

It stopped ticking
Is it time yet?
It isnt' shinning
Where are you Mr. Sun?
It's gray and blue
What happened to the flower beds?
I no longer need my clutches
I'm all grown up now

Uh huh...

I haven't been updating my blog for quite sometime now. Merci. Nor have I been on any social site (let alone texting) for that matters, I'm talking about twitter, facebook and deviant art. Sure, you'll see an update or two from me but honestly, I lost interest in all these stuff. To the people reading this whom y'all may know me well - I apologize if you dont' see much of me online anymore.

This only thing that matters to me-as of now, would be to live my life perfectly and to ace in my examinations. Because friends deffo can't help you in that, because I've shifted my interest to reading tons of novels instead of spending my time online and because I'd much prefer school to keep me busy. Call me a geek, kthxdie!

Not to worry, I do check up on updates in Facebook, twitter and deviant occasionally but as for now - I choose to put my studies first and my life straight. The only social gadget close to me would be my cellphone. Gimme a holla. =)

I can't promise you when I'll be back for an update. I'll do when I do. Hah. It depends on my mood to write. Gotta be inspired to blog y'know?! :P

This is not a goodbye...

A mixture of coloured jellybeans

Not what I expected but sookay! *click for a bigger view =)

Hey y'all, I apologize for the lack of update. Well, actually I haven't been updating AT ALL since September the 21st. Gee. I suck. *shrugs* Can't say I didn't warn you about my lack of updates. *wink* First of! I'm very sorry for leaving my blog hanging in mid-air. Yes, I'm very much aware that I haven't been updating (at all). I've been pretty tied up with one assignment after another.

The good news is, I'm back!! I've finally submitted my last piece of assignment this Monday and I've been bumming for the last couple days. Gawd, it feels good to have long hours of sleeps without any worries about assignment deadlines. It does feels weird not having anything to work on though. I mean, one minute I'm all dressed and the next minute I'm naked. ftw?!

So how have you guys been? It's been nearly a month since I last blogged. My bad. I haven't been inspired to write - Honestly, I would've taken some time off to blog but I just wasn't up for it. The thought of getting my work done and to score good grades for it was the ONLY thing I've been thinking of for the past couple of weeks...

...Okay, not really, I've been on twitter though. I can't help it, it gets addictive, ESPECIALLY when I'm in the midst of working on assignments - sortakinda like a way for me to get let loose for a sec, y'know?!

Speaking of twitter, I really don't get why would people want to tweet about updates like, "I'm going to *Josh's house later for mahjong" or "In the gym now, working out (oh, duh! What else would you be doing in the gym then?) *mirror-image of himself in the gym*" or maybe "In a cafe with 2 pretty girls now *link to picture*". ftw!? Why would ANYONE care about what you did/done/doing? Or even who you're out with? I mean seriously, this guys I was ONCE following on twitter wouldn't stop tweeting bout his EVERYfeckingMOVE!! *faints* I would go in detail but, I've got a tad bit of sense in me not to humiliate him. Enough about this, just thinking bout how ridiculous he'd made himself look (not forgetting spamming my twitter wall) pisses me off.

Anyhoots, I hope I haven't bore y'all with my rambling. tsk* I'm getting pretty good at it huh? Well, isn't it the women's profession when it comes to rambling, talking and anything that has to do with our mouth? *wink* I've recently updated my DA acount. Yeah, after months of procrastinating - I've finally got myself to work on the pictures taken decades ago! Boo!

I'm running out of things to talk about. Hah. I shall stop for now, think I've spoken enough for this post. Will be back soon, lovelies! MARK MY WORDS, BEETCHES!

xoxo baby!

20 years of Blazing Dynamite

Pictures never burn to make a perfect one
Fire in my life that never went off
Joy and tears will I always experience
I'm not afraid of wrinkles and age
Because life give you hell
and yet you can't help but treasure it
Make your time worth while.

TipsyDarlene~

After months of living in denial in hope that the clock would stop ticking and I would remain 19 forever. Call me imature but somehow turning 20 isn't exactly something I'm looking forward to. Although the gifts, surprises and wishes I get from my fellow peers and family members are very much tempting but on second thought I'd totally sacrifice that to stay 19 forever.

Turning 20, people expect more from you. You, mature both mentally and *cough* physically too. HEY! No sexual thinking please! Turning 20 also means that you'll be facing the real world reeeal soon. Yes! In no time, I'll be out of college and before you know it! I'm already busting my ass off for wages slash paychecks, not forgetting handling them bills. *sigh* Stressful innit? How I wish I was back in high school with no distorted sleeping hours, less boy trouble and of course! Lunches in the canteen's way wayyy cheaper. Boo!

Then again! Turning 20 means you're allowed to do things a underage isn't allowed to do. I ain't statin' any here. GO FIGURE! =p Earth to Grace! I've got to face reality somehow or another, no? I've enjoyed my life as a teenager, I regret not. I live life to the fullest. I have hopes, I have dreams but hey! Life isn't perfect, you don't exactly get what you expect 95% of the time. Tsk* Think boys and cash! *Myra's Miracles Happen playing in the background*

Myra? htw? I'm lame. Ubber. Lame. Next up! Despite turning a year OLDer! I ought to thank my fellow friends and loved ones whom had made this day a memorable one. I'm beginning to see why my parents aren't so fond of birthdays now. Tsk* Whatever, it's just a birthday. Need not make a fuss about it if someone forgets! =) I'm happy with what I have.

I'll end here. Hopefully y'all feel the same way as I do. I'm lovin' life still. <3

P.s: If you ain't seeing any updates on my blog, do visit my DA for updated journals. I usually do short updates there. =) Click Here


xoxo
TipsyDarlene

Picture Perfect

Time will pass, things will change
Whatever is it, just remember...
the people whom was once in your life,
Your friends
I'll always remember you as the girl with a tumblr
Wouldn't trade you for the world
You will always be the person who...
...does silly things that makes me laugh
The girl with stories and advices for friends
The girl with boy trouble
Because she's my good friend
I will miss you so so dearly.

I'm gonna miss everyone who's left the country to further their studies. Sure, the goodbye was hard but hey! It's not the end of the world. We've still got FB, MSN, Skype and of course! snail mail! to keep in touch, yeh? HAHA! Come back for a visit kay? :) Mean time, dwell not on the sadness but the happiness lying ahead of you.

Love you still, girls. I'll miss y'all tons!